This is not a story of having much resolved as of yet … I feel I am still at the beginning. I just know what I was taught and how I was taught it really messed with me. At 27, I have never dated, I am a virgin, I have hardly ever masturbated, never looked at pornography, know very little about my body and virtually nothing about a man’s body – beyond the obvious. I am a bit embarrassed about this, which is why I am using an istock picture that looks a lot like me. Maybe I’ll get brave and change it someday.